Feel like blogging suddenly.
This blog is so dead.

Well, tomorrow will be the last paper already.
Wonder if that's a good thing.
May be something good for the start, but i'm not sure whether i will enjoy life without exams for long.

Hope to get a job soon though.

Life has never been easy nowadays.
Struggles, decisions all await me.
Just hope life will get better when the new year comes.

hmmm...
i abhore that i have to toss and turn every night.
Hard for me to fall asleep.
What am i thinking? I don't know either.
Am i clear-headed?
Why should i care?

Full of question marks.
This is life.



I'm so sad......









Had the last prelims paper today!
And off we( bernice, xinli, and i!) went to shop a bit.
However, our ultra motive was just to help xinli find clothes for the career guidance seminar on friday!
On the other hand, i don't quite understand why are peaople spending so much on this seminar?
It's not prom or anything?
But i think it is human nature that all wants to look good (:
haha so we found xinli's dress at T1.
And off we went to orchard!
Far east! and home shortly after out lunch/dinner!








All these are very overdue pictures.
I am so sad now!
Why..
People come and go,
Why must you be so special?
i don't know!
so confused!

Ohwell, will have more pictures posted soon.
Will be studying with the usuan on sat, and huanny on sunday.
Hope it will be effective!

Will be having Sakae with xinli and bernice tmr too.
I hope bernice is genuinly alright.
I hate to see friends feeling sad, yet nothing could be done to help.
It totally sucks, feeling so helpless, don't know what to say, and turns out saying some useless stuff to her.
hate it!

i really abhore the times when friends are feeling sad, yet i can't help them.
And me myself is feeling so sad and confused too!
It's like,
my brain has to be divided into 2,
To solve the problems.

I just hope this period will be over soon and life would turn out great in 3 months time.



Many thanks to people who have smsed me happy birthday at 12 midnight, as well as the ones after that.



But,
why aren't i happy?
Fancy feelin sad on my birthday?
Fancy tearing on this day?
It don't matter..

What's birthday?
nothing.
It's just mere normal days, which zoom past.

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I am sure after this whole thing, i've learnt.
To always feel numb.
No emotion, no happiness.
It's okay.
I'll get used to it.
Hopefully soon.



Goodbye everyone.



I'm unpleasantly confused.
I don't know how to choose.
Perhaps it's time for me to wake up,
and come to realise that
my studies are the most important thing of all for this year.
Hence, i will care lesser
i will worry lesser.
Anything i know, i'll just close one eye and open the other.
And pretend i don't know anything.
Hm
perhaps that would be a better solution for now?








Men/ boys.
Whichever it is.
is causing my headache to arise.
So,
i'll just stop it.
And ignore everythingggg.










Hello!
It was sports Day yesterday, but it was boring, to me.
Because neither did i take part in any event, neither did i wana be the sports official.
So, having said that, i was merely one of the audiences,
who went to the toilet like 3X throughtout.
Sitting there was real boring.
Other than the times that we see ppl in our class running.
We screamed, cheered blah.
And i'm so proud of my class runners (:
Even if you guys did not win,
but as a class, the rest know all of you tried ur best.
Salizah did specially well ((:
yepppppppppp


Rushed home after that.
Bathed, changed.
Went causeway point for seoul garden.
I have not been eating the whole day, and i thought i'll be super hungry.
Turned out, only eat a little.
Nevertheless, it was so full that my stomach hurts! haha!
yah..


Went marina sQ after that.
Because
TOPSHOP IS AHVING SALES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
However, all the designs that i want, does not have my size!
All the nice designs were left with gigantic sizes like 14, which i went to try and it looks like.
err.
Haha.
HOW DISAPPOINTING!

Trained home after that,
And "PONG!"
on the bed.
And i was asleep.

So his was my day and it has been a long while since i've had such a long post.
haha!
take care everyone!
:D